Why do I harbour such dreams of becoming a flight attendant..Why can't I simply like simple things?
It's kinda hurting handling rejections. Hearing other Hopefuls saying that they get through to the next round and then going for medical checkup. Why do I decide to begin what I'd left behind 10 years ago? Why can't I just carry on living with my family like a normal happy family, not that we're not happy..it just don't feel normal anymore. My girls loved goin to the airport and everytime we went there my heart would feel the pain of seeing those stewardesses walking past, flashing those bright smiles to whoever is looking at them. I have bright smile too..why don't they choose me? HAhahaha
Anyway..I'm goin to try my last luck..if I get, Im gonna be the happiest woman on earth..if I don't then I will wrap it all up..It's about time I came back home..to reality..and throw away all those dreams..
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